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Such Expensive Friends CHAPTER 20

Chapter 20

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The woman with the empty glass was Julia.

She put it in Vivian's hand before Vivian reached her. “Please don't let them give me another of whatever that was. It tastes as if it's trying to improve me.”

Vivian looked at the pale liquid left in the bottom. Cucumber, probably, something herbal. She had rejected it when they first discussed the lunch because nobody seemed to want one after the first mouthful. Celeste had thought it looked beautiful in a pitcher.

“You can ask for wine,” she said.

“At this hour?”

“They've invented lunch.”

Julia laughed, then looked at Vivian's empty hands as if realizing what she'd done. “I'm sorry. I thought you were going that way.”

“I was.”

Vivian put the glass on a tray as it passed. The server thanked her. An entirely ordinary moment, nobody intending an injury, and she had to stop herself looking to see if Nicholas had noticed it.

The lunch had spread farther than the tables. People stood in groups along the edge of the pool; others had given up and sat in the grass, their shoes beside them. A little boy, somebody's grandson, was throwing a soft ball repeatedly at a tree while an older woman counted how many times he missed. He liked her enough to keep trying. The music arrived in pieces as Vivian walked, a melody turning familiar when she passed the open side of the pavilion, then lost again behind the voices.

She'd chosen the pale cloths. She remembered arguing for the lower table by the palms, so the older guests could get up without having their chairs extracted from the lawn. That table was occupied now by people leaning over a game involving coins. One of them was cheating openly, and the others enjoyed accusing her. The house was working. Vivian felt the pleasure of it before she remembered she no longer had permission to claim the pleasure as something she'd made.

Tessa sat on the pool's far side with her feet in the water. She'd put her dress between her knees so it wouldn't get wet. Peter stood beside her, telling a story. Julia looked across, then away.

“He's very persistent,” she said.

“She builds satellites. She knows how to get things out of range.”

Julia's smile barely arrived. “I used to find it amusing.”

Vivian looked at her. This wasn't a request for a seating arrangement. She had no way to improve it by moving a card.

“I liked the white dress,” she said instead.

“He didn't notice.”

“I did.”

Julia turned toward her. Then she touched Vivian's arm, briefly, and went to ask for wine.

Near the doors a server came out carrying too many folded cloths. She stopped beside Vivian, relieved to have found someone who knew the answer.

“For the collector dinner, are we using the—”

Owen appeared from the passage behind her. “I'll take that.”

The young woman moved toward him. Vivian said, “The plain ones. The embroidered ones catch under the stemware.”

Owen looked at the stack, then at her. “We've changed the setting.”

“I know, but—”

“I'll handle it.”

He took the cloths and asked the server to go to the pantry. She went, grateful to have been given a direction without a public discussion. Vivian waited until she was out of hearing.

“Did Celeste change the whole thing?”

“Mr. Wren asked me to finalize it with him.”

“When?”

“This afternoon.”

“I need to know where the guests are.”

Owen was quiet. He stood a little to one side so the doors remained clear. People went past with plates, calling to acquaintances, greeting Vivian without stopping. She couldn't ask the question loudly without making it into a scene, so she moved closer.

“Frances is still coming. So is the representative from Seabrook. I want the existing invitations confirmed. And I need you not to discuss the buyer's arrangements with the other guests.”

“I don't discuss guests' arrangements with other guests.”

“You know what I mean.”

“I need to know what you mean.”

His voice was not unfriendly. That made it harder. Vivian had made herself understood in this house for years by leaving the least agreeable part of an instruction unspoken. Owen knew her well enough to give her the opportunity to say it plainly.

“I want them received as Celeste's invited guests. Not sent into the study first for a private conversation they haven't agreed to.”

“If they ask me to take them somewhere, I will. If Mr. or Mrs. Wren asks me to show their guests into the study, I'll ask the guests. I won't create a different arrival because you haven't told them what you're planning.”

“They know.”

“Then speak to them.”

Vivian glanced toward the lawn. Nicholas stood with the portrait donor, his hand resting easily on the back of a chair. He wasn't watching her. The restriction had been issued, and he trusted the people who worked for him to make it effective without further help.

“I used to be allowed to know what was happening,” she said.

Owen shifted the cloths against his arm. “You're still allowed to ask. I'm not taking instructions from you for tonight.”

She looked at him. He met her gaze, patient, perspiration at the edge of his collar. She could remember bringing him coffee at two in the morning after a dinner that had gone very badly, both of them standing in the pantry laughing because there was no longer anybody who could hear. She had thought that meant something beyond the work.

It did mean something. It didn't mean he'd lose the work because she had.

“All right,” she said.

“You can have a plate. There's still plenty.”

He went inside before she could decide whether the offer had hurt. On the terrace, the server who'd asked about the cloths passed with a new tray. She smiled at Vivian, not embarrassed, already relieved of a problem that hadn't been hers.

Vivian went toward the buffet. She could hear her own shoes on the stone. It was ridiculous to feel watched; almost nobody was watching. They were eating, looking at the water, making plans for the hours before dinner. The buffet held the things she'd chosen and the things Celeste had insisted on, mixed together without a distinction anyone else would think to make.

She took a plate. There was cold roast beef cut very thinly, beans in a sharp dressing, bread still warm beneath a cloth. She'd eaten almost nothing at Frances's. The sight of the sandwiches she'd left untouched came back with such force that for a moment she could not choose anything here either.

Then she took the beef and beans, a piece of bread, a spoonful of something green whose name she hadn't learned from the menu. She could find a place to eat. People did it all the time.

At the table under the palms, the portrait donor moved a chair for her. She thanked him and sat. A woman in a broad hat asked whether she'd been at the photograph.

“It looked lovely,” Vivian said.

“Doesn't she always? I'd need six weeks of preparation.”

“You might want lunch afterward.”

The woman laughed and put another piece of bread on her plate. The donor leaned over to ask whether Vivian thought his father's portrait might be exhibited again in the autumn. He'd heard from Nicholas that she knew the people who made such decisions.

“I've dealt with the museum,” she said. “I don't make their choices.”

“Of course. I only wondered whether it would help to ask.”

She looked at him. He was hopeful, not demanding. Last night he'd told a good story and been rewarded with everyone's attention. He wanted a little more of it for the dead father who'd been furious about his hands.

“It might help to speak to them yourself,” she said. “Tell them what you'd like. Let them say what they can do.”

“Nicholas thought you might have the right approach.”

“Nicholas thinks I can be useful.”

The woman in the hat looked down at her plate. Vivian heard the bitterness in her own voice and wished she had swallowed it with the beans. The man did not deserve to become the occasion on which she demonstrated she could stop working for free.

“I'm sorry,” she said. “I can't promise you an outcome. If you want, I'll send you the name of the person I've worked with. You can tell them exactly what you told us last night.”

The donor looked relieved. “That would be very kind.”

She took out her phone, sent the name and the museum's public contact address to his number, and put it away before she could add an assurance that somebody would be glad to hear from him. He thanked her again, then began telling the woman in the hat about the painter. Vivian ate her lunch while they talked.

The food tasted good. This should not have surprised her. The beans were cool and tart, the meat pink, the bread generous with butter she hadn't asked someone to portion differently. She sat with her feet flat on the grass, feeling the ground beneath the table. Celeste had said she wanted to eat with nobody sitting in view of a thing they'd donated. Here was a table at which they could all have sat, if they had wanted only that.

Across the lawn Nicholas caught sight of her. He lifted a hand. She could wave back or pretend not to see; both would become a communication she didn't want to spend lunch composing. She nodded and took another bite.

Tessa came by carrying her shoes. “I've escaped.”

“How was orbit?” Vivian asked.

“He wanted to talk about his boat. Is this seat taken?”

“No.”

“Thanks.”

She sat. The woman in the hat moved her bag off the table, making room for Tessa's shoes. Vivian had never seen her ask anyone to accommodate a thing she could shift herself.

“Your house,” Tessa said. “What night?”

Vivian looked up from her plate. The question had traveled here from last night with none of the importance she'd assigned it. Tessa expected the invitation to remain true because Vivian had given it.

“I don't know.”

“Next week? The week after?”

“I'd like to think for a day.”

Tessa looked at her more closely. “Of course.”

“It isn't the dinner.”

“I didn't think I'd frightened you that badly.”

Vivian smiled. It felt like an expression she hadn't used since yesterday. The donor said he was going to find his wife. The hat woman went with him, having decided she knew where the wife was. Their departure left the table oddly quiet beneath the continuing noise of the lunch.

Tessa picked a coin out of the grass and put it beside her plate. “That seems to be how the game works. They lose money, then look for it.”

“I've never learned the rules.”

“Perhaps you have.”

Vivian looked at her. Tessa did not follow the remark with a question. She sat, a little flushed from the sun, putting one shoe on and leaving the other off. The silence did not seem to require improving. Vivian let herself sit in it long enough to hear the tune reach its ending, then the pianist begin again.

Finally she said, “I think my work here is finishing.”

“Did you finish it?”

The question made her laugh once. “No.”

Tessa nodded. “Then it's likely to be annoying.”

“Likely.”

“The house looks very good.”

“It does.”

Tessa looked around, genuinely taking it in. “I'm glad somebody likes it without pretending it's a miracle.”

Vivian could have told her the rest, made her the first person outside the transactions to hear the story. An audience with money and contacts and a reason to find her company interesting. She could feel the old useful part of herself assembling the account: misunderstood, offered an arrangement she couldn't accept, concerned about a vulnerable lender. It would all be wrong in slightly flattering ways.

“I can't talk about it properly yet,” she said.

“Then don't.”

Tessa got up. She offered no replacement invitation, no promise of work, no reason for Vivian to suppose the friendship had already become something it hadn't. She picked up the coin and gave it to a woman passing toward the game.

“Yours, I think.”

“How do you know?”

“You look as if you've lost something.”

The woman laughed and took it. Tessa went down toward the water.

Vivian put her plate on the collection table herself. She found a quiet place beside the guest wing and called Frances. The woman answered on the fourth ring.

“If you're calling to ask whether I've reconsidered, don't.”

“I'm calling because I said I'd make sure your invitation stood. It does. You're expected tonight, as before.”

“Nicholas told me that.”

“I know. I wanted to say it myself.”

“And have you decided where to put me?”

Vivian looked through the doors at the dining room, where Owen was marking places she was no longer allowed to arrange.

“No,” she said. “I haven't.”

“Good. I might decide when I get there.”

She was still angry. She had also chosen the dress she meant to wear; Vivian could hear it in the little practical pause before she asked what time the dinner actually began. Vivian told her. It was late enough to leave all of them with hours in which to change their minds. Frances said she'd be there and ended the call.

Lena answered at once. Vivian confirmed the invitation, then the appointment. No new request, no new terms. Lena said she had seen the receiving room in the light and thought Vivian was right about the height. They both fell quiet at the mention of the painting, the pleasure they could still share waiting at the end of a day that had made sharing anything else difficult.

“I'll see you there,” Vivian said.

“Don't be late.”

When she went back through the house, Owen was setting a clean glass at each place. She stopped at the door, not stepping into the room.

“I've spoken to them. They'll come as invited.”

He nodded. “Thank you.”

It was neither praise nor a dismissal. She had given him information he needed. Beyond him, the wall lights still illuminated the place where The Swimmer had hung, the room awaiting a conversation nobody could settle by changing the chairs.

In the hall Vivian retrieved her hat. The scarf threaded through it belonged to somebody else. She eased it out, folded it, and left it where its owner might find it. Then she took the hat with her, carrying it rather than putting it on, and walked out through the front door while the party went on.

End of chapter 20