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The Part We Left Out CHAPTER 05

Chapter 5 — What Wren Wants

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On Thursday I went straight from school to the pool. Outside the office, the river program's flyer showed six children in orange life jackets. LEARN THE RIVER BEFORE YOU ENTER IT. Wren's handwriting filled two lines on the volunteer sheet beside it. She had offered to help at the first practice day, even though nobody had chosen the paid summer lead.

In the pool lobby, a woman spoke to the desk clerk with her hand on a boy's shoulder. He wore damp swim trunks under a long coat.

“…saw it this morning. I should have been told.”

The clerk offered a complaint form. The boy pressed his palm against the glass and watched Wren stack kickboards.

“That's my teacher,” he said.

“Come here,” his mother told him.

He stayed another second, then went to her. As they left, he waved through the glass. Wren waved back before she noticed me.

She finished counting the boards and locked the storage rack's wheels. A supervisor called her to the desk. They spoke too softly for me to hear. Wren pointed to a line on a paper, wrote something at the bottom, and handed it back.

“I have fifteen minutes before my bus,” she said when she reached me.

“We can walk to the stop.”

Outside, the air felt cool after the lobby. I asked about the paper.

“A parent complaint. They want me to sign that I understand why the pool is concerned.”

“Do you?”

“Of course I understand why they're concerned. People think I left someone in trouble. I don't understand why I have to pretend I did it before they'll listen.”

“Did you sign?”

“I wrote that I received it. I didn't agree with it.”

“Good.”

“You don't have to approve.”

I stopped talking. She shifted her swim bag higher on her shoulder.

“They suggested a statement,” she said. “Something like, ‘I regret any poor judgment that day.’ Just enough to settle the parents down.”

“But you didn't—”

“I know.”

We crossed at the light. She walked fast enough that I had to lengthen my steps.

“I told my supervisor what happened. I have an appointment with the river program coordinator tomorrow. There are two people applying for the paid lead. If they think I can't keep kids safe, they won't pick me.”

“Who’s the other applicant?”

“Ash. He works weekends at the pool.”

I had only seen him there with a camera for the sports shoots. “I thought you already had that job.”

“I'm an assistant at the pool. The river program is different. The lead runs the safety sessions and helps plan routes. There's an interview and a practical assessment.”

“You'd be good at it.”

“I know that too.”

She said it without smiling. Wren had always checked the bus schedule before we left home and carried an extra bottle of water because one of us would forget. She liked knowing what to do when other people didn't.

“It pays through August,” she said. “I can put most of it toward training after graduation. My aunt helped with my first course. I want to cover the next one.”

“What training?”

“Outdoor education. There's a program over in Bellwether. I want to teach more than the little-kid classes. I could run a river session that doesn't make people feel stupid for being scared.”

I thought of the boy I'd seen her waiting for at the pool, letting him enter the water by himself. “You already do that.”

She glanced at me. “Maybe.”

“Could I come to the coordinator meeting? I saw you go for help.”

“I've asked my aunt to write what she remembers. The program can talk to Eli if he wants. I have my training record and my supervisor's review from before this post.”

“I could tell them too.”

“If they ask for an eyewitness, I might need you.”

At the bus shelter, a centennial poster lifted in the wind. Wren smoothed its corner down.

“Ms. Cho called the pool,” she said.

“About the archive?”

“She said the school is checking how the file got out. She didn't tell them who saved it. I knew.”

“It was a rough cut. It was never posted.”

“I didn't ask whether you posted it.”

Her bus was at the far intersection. She turned from the poster to face me.

“Did you delete it?”

“The school has a copy. You know that now.”

“I asked if you deleted it when I asked you to.”

“I thought I'd cleared the folder.”

I had known where it was. She watched me, and I let the lie stand.

The bus pulled in. Wren stepped toward the door, then stopped.

“I'm going to have a review because somebody made a story out of two seconds. I don't need another one from you.”

She got on with her bag against her side. I stood under the poster until the bus turned the corner.

That evening I wrote an account for the coordinator: Wren helped Eli reach the bank, went up the path when he asked her to, and returned with her aunt. Before I sent it to Wren, I texted Eli.

Me: I'm writing what I saw for Wren to use privately if she wants. Went for help, came back with her aunt. Is that okay?

Eli: You saw it. Yes. I'll talk to Wren about my own account too.

I read the three sentences on my screen. They sounded bare beside the caption everyone was sharing.

Me: Can I say there was an emergency? No diagnosis.

Eli: Nothing about my health. People can ask. You don't have to give them more.

I erased the word emergency. The account still said what Wren had done.

On Friday, Mom brought the Bellwether leaflet to dinner. She had drawn a circle around the deposit deadline.

“I called them. We can hold your place until next month if I put the deposit on my card. When the award comes, we pay the balance.”

“The award comes after the film is finished.”

“I know. We can make it until then.”

“There's a problem with some old footage,” I said. “Someone took it from the media room. Ms. Cho has asked the school to check.”

“Did you post it?”

“No.”

“Then give her what she needs and keep making your film.” She slid the leaflet toward me. “You wanted this before there was an award.”

The star I'd drawn beside the sound workshop was still there. I didn't tell her I had lied about the school folder. She left the leaflet beside my plate while she carried the bowls to the sink.

After dinner, I attached the account to a message for Wren. This is what I saw. Eli is okay with these facts. Do you want anything changed? It's for you to use if you need it. I haven't sent it anywhere else.

I pressed send. The three sentences left my phone. They did not answer her question at the bus stop, but they were finally something she could choose to use.

End of chapter 5